This retreat is different really, well at first you will ask me why? because you will experience the different things like at first i was asking my self why am i attending like this? for what? I mean do i need a retreat like this? but you know when the speaker told us that the only thing we need to do is to PARTICIPATE thats all and the BIG CHALLENGE is BE OPEN. And then they told us what to expect, of course i was listening, like we will ENCOUNTER OUR SELF and ENCOUNTER OTHER and of course WE WILL ENCOUNER GOD, And with that i was excited, knowing the objectives of this retreat, like evaluate present stage of my life and understand the imporatant of change in order to improve my condition.
Lets start: the first question is what is my desire? of course i have a desire to chnge my life thats it. Then who is my favorire hero? not more of that my favorite topic was forgiveness heals relationships that what ever happens you can forgive when the speaker starts to talk about forgiveness i cried because it made me think of thise things and people who hurt me so much that is the time that i realized that i didnt forgive them yet then the time i cried i prayed that i will give forgiveness and that God will forgive me. the next favorite topic that made me really cry is RESTORING FAMILY UNITY that the bigest problem in one family is competition, the speaker started asking that When was the last time we hug our parents and told them that we love them? and then i cried becuse i didn’t remeber when was the last time that i told my mom and dad that i love them, at the time of my retreat i came to underatand my parents what are their situations in life. in that retreat my life change in just a split of sec, but the real battle that i hve to face is in the outside of that building, that is the thing that i have to face, i have to face my life, and my problems in life what ever is that and i have to forgive and be happy.
and for those of you wants to expirience that kind of change then I’m challenging you and encouraging you to attend that retreat, then you will encounter God and your self and the people around you in a special way.
God Bless You all…
Well, meeting new people is something for me but for others nothing… today i had great day not that bad and i had very good day here at home, I just went to our Atty. this afternoon we talk about a lot of things like how to start the ofice for our business the Light Crystal Publishing House and many more. im really happy because at last the business starts after all these years the business is coming along and my friends are very supportive about it and i love them all really… I met alot of new people this year well its a part of being in a business i guess. oh well see yha guys have fun!!! God Bless
Well, meeting new people is something for me but for others nothing… today i had great day not that bad and i had very good day here at home, I just went to our Atty. this afternoon we talk about a lot of things like how to start the ofice for our business the Light Crystal Publishing House and many more. im really happy because at last the business starts after all these years the business is coming along and my friends are very supportive about it and i love them all really… I met alot of new people this year well its a part of being in a business i guess. oh well see yha guys have fun!!! God Bless
The first time i went to subic was with my grand parents and Andy and my sister and her Boyfriend i never forget that moment we were quiet at the back inside the van but i had a good conversation through txt, i had my personal diary and bestfriend at the same time spending time with my grandparents really it made me feel happy and relax, but you know this time we wnet to subic really same person lahat ata ng nasa bahay pati kamaganak ko kilala na nina philip and andy and my grand father said that sana after two years kaming apat ang susundo sa kanila and you know what is the happiest part of it is that na tanggap ang best friend ko at the same time diary ko personally sa business namin ng ate ko and it really made me so happy na kasama ko siya sa job ko and sa publishing house. we are planning to have our pwn business at least puwede na kaming tawaging the partners becasue we are very good best firends and buddys thank you very much…
maricar dizon
Valentines day is a very special day for all of us and people will always say they re having fun when the days of hearts come maybe because of the fact that they alwyas have their dates.
what makes a valentine special?
A special christmas for me, well I didn’t expect anything this christmas but this christmas is the most special christmas for me you want to know why? well, im very happy eventhough I got sick really, ang saya ng life kaya lang walang love life joke!!! masaya ang pasko as in meeting new people and new friends, although my friends told that i have to think about what is my future, well they are right, but for me Im really excited about my new year really i dont know why… well this is the only time that I’m going to express my self. basta masaya ako at excited the year 2007-2008 and i know this is the time for me to celebrate hehehehe…
meet my new dog name JOSH
see my pics okay… i love my dog he is my new baby
really….
mhuwaaa GOd bless
you know there are a lot of things that i want to tell right now, Im happy kasi marami akong natutunan from my class in nursing aid pero malungkot kasi puro problem akala ko nakahanap ako ng best friend ko yung parang kuya mo at the same time and yung masasandalan mo pag pagod ka pero hindi eh… mali nanaman as in ever.
I had an experience having great friends, pero wala sa tagal ng pagsasama, nandun sa pag titiwala and kung sino duamting sayo at hindi ka iniwan kahit kailan, pero sino nga ba makapag sasabi na ganun nga, minsan ayaw kong maniwala sa sinasabi ng mga tao na mahirap humanap ng totoong kaibigan, kasi minsan ko ng sinabi sa mga kaibigan ko na ALAM NIYO MAYROON AKONG BEST FRIEND NA MAHABA PASENSYA KAHIT MAKULIT AKO, MADALAS NAGAGALIT PERO NAGAGAWA KONG MAG PA SORRY O HUMNGI NG TAWAD SA KANYA… my friends were shock sabi nila may tao papalang ganun, sagot ko totoo naman kasi MABAIT SIYA AT ALAM KONG MAY TIWALA SIYA. sagot nila really… pero mali akala ko lang yun hindi pala, mali ba na mag hanap ka ng tao na masasandalan mo at mapag sasabihan mo ng problema mo? Mali ba na minsan mag tiwala ka? yun ang hinahanap ko na kaibigan, yung napagsasabihan ko whenever may problem ako, masasandalan ko pag pagod ako sana naging ganun na lang best friend ko at hindi ko lang tinuring na best friend kung hindi tinuring kong kapatid, kuya, dahil sa buong akala ko ganun… ang sarap siguro magkaroon ng kuya ano….
anyways thanks for viewing my blog thank you very much and masaya na ko ngayon kasi nalaman ko na "maturity is humility"….
masakit ang ngyayari ngayon pero sabiin na nating ipag pa sa diyos na lang
God Bless You all….
Take Care…
love a lots…maricar
true friends are hard to find, i just dont know why? you know its hard to be yourself sometimes, most of my friends are honest and real person inside and out, they are honest with their status in life, even with their feelings and attitudes, this day is the most bad day of my life for the entire of my life i never thought i would know this guy in the internet and tell me lies about his life., and i hate that mess! to be honest i trusted him very much i told him everything about me but in the end he lied and I LOST TRUST…. i dont know what is the proper reaction but its difficult to explain what he did, but the moment i lost trust is also the moment he is not a true person, beside who care about him anyway?
> di ko alam kung makakaharap pa siya dito after what had happen, pero gusto ko siyang pag kalat sometimes if im not a christian i would do anyhting just to mess his name. that person is really ahhhh STUPID!!!!
At kung nabasa niya ito i dont care, wag lang siyang magpapakita sakin as in kung ayaw niyang masampal at ma suntok o masaktan emotionally. But I forgive but i lost trust… sa bagay no body is perfect naman eh! pero mahirap ebalik yung tiwala….. people come and go…. and if they do jst let them, but mind you guys be ware of those peson who would tel you lies honestly….
SORRY TO THE MAN I HURT RIGHT NOW,JUST DONT GO HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES NOT NOW…. 
Maricar dizon…
happy lang me wala lang eventhough im sick really i dont know…..
